When there is not enough
watch-checking in the room
to keep anyone awake. Interest
has already been lost, but the principle
is still there and we can live by it,
stand behind it while he calls us
into the office, phones ringing
all the while.
The bank looks insurmountable.
Too steep for my tastes,
the safe so far away,
at least to this point.
We gesture toward the signs of poverty
that surround us and the directions,
more like orders than up or down,
or how to climb and fold
a ladder, in that their sequence,
beginning with now [understood]
is implicit and unnumbered, like feet.
So we go hiking.
Take this and leave no trace,
just something for the next
houseguest to shelter as their own,
as their way of saying,
there is not enough
to go around.
It is right that he too should have his little chronicle, his memories,
his reason, and be able to recognize the good in the bad, the bad in the
worst, and so grow gently old all down the unchanging days and die one
day like any other day, only shorter.
-- Samuel Beckett, "Malone Dies"
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