The house is flooding is the indication I get from the man outside running emergency loops in the intersection, where drunk van drivers, notably friend William, are sliding in the fresh snow. Nothing stops at a time like this. There is a moment in which things can be rescued, but it is the same moment in which things must be left behind, and that moment
almost passed before I managed to undo my belt, and did pass before I noticed her standing in the corner, watching my boxers fill with cigarettes, shoes, a wallet and a raincoat. "You may not watch me
undress," I said, unable, for the moment, to be politely embarrassed, under the circumstances.
She accepts and signs for a delivery, examines the receipt, and complains about the price. Always.
The waves gobble up the stilts beneath the house. We will soon be inundated. I'm afraid. Moments before, I had seen them coming from the deck, but had thought they were clouds rolling, my own clouds even, from the smoke. That's how I get here, on the roof near a car, a truck and the running man.
I ask friend William to slow down. He points to the man. He points to
I decide to start the car myself, to get out of the honking truck's way, and to leave before things get worse. Things are about to get worse. The common complaint I hear is: "There are not enough cues." I left her behind, partially for that reason. Things were about to get worse.
The man interrupts his loops to flash me
a lighted OPEN sign, indicating passable roads and a feeling of safety, endless and thick.
I loop the sign, a message
I loop the message, a sign, over my head and
over my head and head
and head for
Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever.
-- Mohandas Gandhi
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